Level One Bachelor
08/01/2022 00:31
so i was just washing dishes at half past midnight. and among the things i just washed are:
- a very very blunt knife
- two plastic forks
- three spoons
- three plates
- three sufurias
and as i was cleaning them i just thought to myslef; you really are at the very very beginning of your life, aren’t you.
it was a funny thought. one that made me chuckle a little. one that made me happy, something i don’t feel very often when i’m by myself in my little “self contained” bedsitter. for all the self improvement related stress i put myself through. i think it’s important to note that this funny living situation right here was what january 2020 adrian craved for. it took it’s sweet time to get here alright. but i think it’s super important to savor it. enjoy it. celebrate it. live it. not immediately move on to the next stressful goal like i am very very used to doing.
allow yourself grace. a reminder to self everyday. easier said than done. simple, not easy.